that in this world
nothing can work
the way you want it to.
It’s a world made for you to adapt,
force you out of the options you really want to choose,
forcing you to work so hard
for you to reach your goals.
You have to work even harder
to maintain the things that you’ve managed to get a hold of.
But there are times,
when you lose things,
and you’re forced to let them go.
I’ve done what I can, so far.
I don’t care anymore
I don’t care for things to happen the way I want them to;
if the world insists in taking away the things I was passionate about,
then i’ll force it to work the way You want them to.
I’ll love You with everything I’ve got.
I’ll make Your dreams come true.
I’ll create a family for You.
I’ll leave parts of me, in case I die before you,
so You won’t feel lonely.
I’ll raise them well, so they won’t trouble you.
I’ll tell them how much You loved you me.
and how I was a fool for not falling for you from the start.