Uncertainty is a devil’s game.

Uncertainty defies my nature.

It fills me with insecurity,

Shakes my stability,

Which is why confrontation is my frontline technique.

Defence is my last resort.

I confront, I experience, I take an account.

So the next time the situation takes place again,

I know how to control my instincts,

my feelings.

Pull off a poker face, if needed.

And radiate confidence, naturally.

This shell has a mind of its own.

Recently,

Your body seems to know you more than you do,

when you’re exhausted,

it decides to shut down,

automatically on autopilot;

you gradually give in to the darkness that fills your eyes,

If only it can fill my heart too, I could then be banished to a different world, 

you whisper under your breath as your mind leaves reality.