Still hurts

I had a little accident yesterday, well

Four actually,

Not that I needed to go to the toilet, 

More like my eyes needed to take a leak,

My lips vibrated while a horrible sound 

Came out from between them. 

On my chest, there are marks from

Where my nails dug in as I tried to 

Clutch onto my heart that felt like

It was crushing my soul to 

A sudden state of numbness.