They ask why is it difficult to love you,
I tell them that I do.
They ask me why can’t I make it work,
I tell them because I can never compromise with you.
They ask why continue to be selfish, and why can’t I step down for a change,
I tell them, because that is who I am with you.
They ask why do I bother looking your way, if I won’t make it work,
I tell them, because I selfishly love you my own way, even if in an unconventional way,
Even if it costs you to hate me.
May I continue to be confused about you from afar?
May I want you thinking you don’t want me anymore?
May we continue pretending that everything we went through didn’t affect Us even though it did?
May you look at me with those kind eyes, that make me think for a second you might still long for me?
May I be that selfish person again around you, because I miss being spoilt by you?
May you ignore me and my selfish desires and be rid of confusion.
From my dreams.
Please don’t come back anymore.
Every time I hear your voice
And feel your presence.
I break once again.
And I barely picked up my pieces from last time.
That’s why I love you.
Even when you change, that’s a part of you.
Even when you fall back, that’s a part of you.
Even when you no longer know who you are and take time to rediscover yourself, you’re you.
So just be you
and don’t mind the rest.
Don’t mind me