I can still feel your hair as I make a fist.

She moved like I once did,

He pleased her insides as you’ve done

so many times before…

She said his name and I repeated yours,

I repeated it until I came and burst

Into sweat, tears, and ..

It all poured out;

Seven months worth of frustration.

Protect your inner child.

To the child within me,
The child I used to be,
I am not leaving you behind,
By growing up and maturing,
I am merely trying to protect
Your reputation and innocence,
By pinning all my actions to me,
By taking responsibility,
And allowing you to rest peacefully,
As your duties
Have now come to an end.