-why can’t I fucking cry?-

Qui vivra verra

Why is it that 12 months ago,
I was begging for the tears to stop,
And that I would be put to peace,
In a state of numbness.
And now,
12 months later.
I want nothing more than to escape this endless pit,
Of nothingness.
Where tears seise to exist,
And all I want is,
To feel cold pools of salty water,
Trickling down my cracked face,
From all the pain that has crawled it way inside,
My hollow shell?
Why can’t I cry when I need it most?
Why can’t I escape this hell of nothing?
I don’t want in anymore,
I need an exit,
Please,
Somebody,
Get me out.
-J.N

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